Why oh why???

Why must our school district curse me with 4 1/2 days in a row??? The boys are driving me nuts. Of course it doesn't help that I have a cold and today I have 2 babysitting kids. One of which is trying to sleep which I don't know how he is since the boys' are fighting non stop. The weather is gross and all I want to do is crawl back in bed and get some sleep. I have been fighting to stay awake all day.

Normally, JC would be at a friends but his conference did not go well so he is in a world of trouble. His football coach is even willing to bench him if things don't change.

It doesn't seem as though any one reads this so I guess I can pretty much just use this as a journal. I am still waiting to hear about my financial aid. It makes me really frustrated having to wait on others. But I am nervous about school. I hope I am choosing a career path I will enjoy. I know the medical field is in demand so I shouldn't have a hard time finding a job but I just hope I like it.

I did enjoy shopping with my mom last Sunday. I love my jeans and my new shirts. It's nice to look decent when I go somewhere. The jackets is my favorite. IT's so comfortable but it looks so nice. I need to send her a thank you card!! She does so much for me and my family. I am very fortunate to have her. I don't want to imagine life without her yet.

I am feeling kinda alone right now...I call and leave messages with my friends but never get calls back. I know everyone is busy with their families and such but at least I have Deena. We talk almost everyday. And I know no matter when I call she'll take a few minutes out of whatever she is doing for me. I am lucky to have her as my friend.

That's all for now...pretty depressing stuff huh??? I know!!!