Why do I bother....

I spent most of yesterday cleaning the house to wake this morning to find that you cannot find the kitchen table again. It was totally cleaned off when the 3 males of this house came home. Same with the kitchen. Dishes are now piled high in the sink and none of them are mine. Some days I don't know why I bother but then when I go on strike someone will show up without calling and I am totally humiliated that my house looks so bad.

I finally slept last night but I think stress over lack of money has kicked in because now that is all I want to do...I hate the holiday season because we never have the enough money. It doesn't help that our house insurance is due on the 10th. Granted we only pay 1/3 this month but it takes a bite out of Joe's check and our power bill doubled. I love the snow but have the winter because our house sucks!!!!

Gosh...anyone who reads this is going to say there are bigger things in life to stress about and never want to come back here to read my blog...sorry...just need to have my own pitty party. I have friends going thru much worse right now in their lives... I should be grateful mine isn't really all that bad. My friend Lisa...her roof is leaking all over the inside of her house and I could not imagine going thru that. My friend Deena is having some family problems ...her step dad is dying and she has some other problems too....see mine are nothing compared to these. But they are my problems and they stress me out just the same.

I am going to try to have a positive outlook on today and get busy cleaning once again. Chow!