another test to take

well I have to take another test today. I honestly don't know how I will do. I think I know it then I read something else and realize I don't have a clue. Such as life.

Life at home sucks right now. I finally lost it Sunday afternoon and told my family from now on they are on their own. I told the kids if they want clean clothes they better ask their dad to do their laundry because I am only doing things for me. I cannot nor will I pick up after all 3 of them on a daily basis. I am going for a couple of hours studying or Sunday I was at a babyshower and absolutely nothing gets done and they have created more of a mess that has to be cleaned. The boys won't help and when I start in on Joe he says "why should I have to clean all this up"....hello...that is why the boys won't help because you don't do shit. Yes, I am venting. So last night I did not even cook dinner. I don't think the boys have clean socks for today either. I will be spending my day at school. Not sure when I will come home. Damn, I have to be home to get the kids off the bus. Guess that means I have to come home before bedtime.

It's back to the books and coffee. Chow~~