Tuesday, February 12, 2008

It's finally here

and I am not sure how I really feel. I got a call from my dad yesterday. They sold their house and are moving March 7th. So this is what I have been waiting for so I cannot let him make me feel guilty for not being an active part of our lives. But he is the one who has missed out on my kids growing up so moving isnt' going to change that. He has never really been an active part of their lives. His loss. A part of me is sad that it has ended this way and I am looked at as the ungrateful daughter who doesn't have time for her dad...well...where was he when I was growing up. He chose to move to Seattle and remarry immediately. I was always expected to go to him. He hardly ever watched me perform Drill. Maybe a handful of times in the 6 years I did drill.

well I am done venting...just sticks in my chaw wrong.

Chow!~

1 Comments:

Blogger Stephanie said...

you have every single right to vent and be PISSED!!!!! Don't let him make you feel bad ---- How many birthday parties has he been at in just the last 5 years??? It's not because you haven't invited them!!!!!

3:31 PM  

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