Finally done

well I am finally done for the quarter and looking forward to my summer break. Even if the kids drive me nuts. With the price of gas these days, we will be sticking close to home and walking to the lake instead of driving. I need to start exercising again anyhow.

I did not do well on my last two test for my computer classes but I just decided oh well. I know...dont faint. I have been so anal about my grades since I started. I might actually get a B in one of those classes. Haven't had that in a while. I just dont' want to lose my Dean's List status. I think with that, I will graduate with honors. I am not sure so I need to find out.

Got lunch dates for the next two days and then a meeting at JC's school on Friday. Time for the mommy to kick some ass there. No more pushing me around. I will get what I want even if I have to hire a freaking lawyer. Hear me roar.

I'm out...bed time.

Chow~~

UGH!!!!!

I just don't know what to do anymore. I have completely failed at being a mom with JC. I just grounded him until at least school gets out, no phone, no computer, no TV, no social life and threatened to find summer school for him and he still would not to a flippin' book report that is over a week late. He has only read about 18 pages in a month at school. I am sure he thinks I won't follow thru with this all but I will. He now does not get to go to the end of the year school dance. If I can find him a summer school to attend, I am going to continue his grounding until school starts. I guess I will have to find a babysitter for him so Christopher and I could go to the lake or just wait until Joe gets home. My mom said she has a small pool Christopher and I can use at the house to help out. I am so frustrated. Plus I don't really feel like I have anyone I can talk to. Everyone I called is not home and I can only talk to my mom for so long. I feel like such a loser in so many ways right now. I feels like everything is closing in on me right now. I only have two more days of school and I am behind in my computer lab classes. I am having a hard time with Excel and I don't know that I can pass the test I need to take. Fuck I hate my life. It just sucks.